Baby 1
After partly mending my broken heart, I had decided to do
the 100 baby challenge in honor of my daughter. But first, some waffles. I was
starving!
After the delicious but somewhat burnt waffles, I decided to
go to the hospital to get impregnated. It was the easier way, and yes it cost
some money, but I didn’t want to go sleeping around. My heart isn’t ready for
that step yet. :/
Whilst getting ready for leaving, I realized that I still
needed to thank my sister Tanja for helping me, and tell her about her what I
saw. I decided calling her was the best idea, and did it straight away.
It was finally time to go to the hospital!
The hospital was pretty empty but the doctors told me the
donor’s sperm was in pretty good condition. I couldn’t wait to become pregnant
and soon it was done and the impregnation was a success! Well, they said so at
least but many complications could arise according to my sister and that made
me so nervous!
When I got home the first thing I did was take a much needed
nap.
Only to wake up to my sister calling me how it went!
I told her everything and the day later the signs of
pregnancy started to show. Morning sickness aroused and I was in the first
trimester.
Soon I was in maternity clothes and it wasn’t long before I
was in second trimester too. My stomach started bulging out and by every little
feeling I got I hoped it was a kick from the little boy or girl making home in
my abdominal area.
It was soon time to do an ultra scan at the hospital to
check the baby’s gender. You wouldn’t believe who I met at the hospital! It was
my mother! Everything was fine, of course. She just visited because she liked
helping out with the sick kids there. J
It was already late when the job was done and turns out a
baby boy was on the way! I was slightly relieved because that meant he couldn’t
look exactly like my deceased daughter.
Months passed and the baby kicked hard. I finished and sold
the painting for some money. I still have quite a lot from my parents but I
need to be able to make a living off of it.
I decided that it would be nice to see my family again and
invited them over. Halfway through the ‘party’ I went into labour!
Welcome home, Tanek! Tanek means ‘immortal’ and was named
after Tanja.
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